im flailing and spluttering for words i cant find
im lost in the clutter of my own mind
i have no way to describe my position
searching for loopholes in my own decision
but heartbreak should not be such a charade
for every bond you break, another is made
for every bridge that you snap, and place that you trap
another way rises to fill up the gap
i can feel your essence entwining my soul
and that is the feeling that makes me feel whole
a yearning for homeland that is my calling
trying to get back, stalling, falling and crawling
after all, love is only word that we say
and cannot be emotion, or a price that we pay
defining the act
I wake up
i feel the press of steel around me
and i sense the presence of it deep inside me
a metal shell is what has been created
and far inside is where im insinuated
a dark, stark, home around my skin
as for pain or fear, i feel nothing
i wonder why i have been changed
and why i am inside this cage
i try to think back to before
my memory wont function or
these thought have been erased from me
for ever, for eternity
a flame, in the dark ignites
and i try to move towards the light
the metal not as heavy as it seems
reflected light on metal gleams
somehow i know to trust this being
and halt before the light im seeing
it lea
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